Just wake up....feel so tired too,so take a bath...still got a little bit tired too....haha...don't know why today feel like so tired....haiz...today i was so mad during at school time....today this morning i woke up at 5...the purpose is wanna make breakfast for my friend...at school..i have passed the breakfast at my first period at school....before go back is around 1 something...she not yet return my small box that i have putted the bread inside on it....so i went to her class and looking for my box...that time was nearier about 1 something...i ask where is my tupporwear...she went behind the table and return it for me..in my mind..i think that....she will no give back me my box and just leave at school without taking from me...that time i was angry..but i still smile with her...ut that is over..i'm not gonna to think about that...
Next week is my UK2 exam...i not yet start my revision...next month is my final dancing competition....but i not yet get ready..how????but give me sure dancing is important for me...but exam also very important...sigh....and one more things had happened around me during studying time...got a teacher always keep asking me whether i wanna go to tuition for a day 40 ringgit....i say i don't want..she asked why.than i told her that nowadays my dad have no job....we are his daughter....how come we can so rude for asking 40 ringgit to tuition only a day!!!!!! I can' do it...than teacher said what...she said 40 ringgit only your dad cannot give you??!!!imposible....i was starting cry..this teacher never think of me..she had just think of herself....ya...my father will give me for 40 ringgit for this tuition...but we like a daughter, father got economy problem now...we still don't understand his feeling and wanna take this 40 ringgit for us and without thinking our father...sucker!!!i really so sad...but the friend who always stand beside me is just only my two friends...thanks to you this two friends....
Let's talk about happy things...today Eddie call me again...i so happy...he said that he wanna go back already...i asked so fast...he say yap..but he will come after a few months...haha...tonight i'm gonna to hang out with all the members ling shen gong...don't no going where..just follow...hope that it will not going to boring me...wakaka...^^

I WILL USE MY LAST BREATH TO SAY I LOVE YOU.....this sentences i was hear by my god sister...she is a nice girl and prettier also smart....after i hear she say this to her lover..i notice that is it i will same like her to treat my lover for to rest of my life????? May be i will....haha...but sometime i feel that....don't know how to explain.... i also don't know whether i can get a nice guy for the rest of my life or not...look at destiny...in out life sure we will always have to face a lot of thing or problem around us...but almost people can't face it...don't have courage....or what...blur...
sometime i will think that what is the taunts that i have to face???? Is it i will face it with successful???don't know...but got one person have told me before....SUCCESS IS A JOURNEY NOT A DESTINATION...haiz....after i hear this...i just standing there without do anything..i just smile...keke...i have a classmate..who are no sincerd everytime...i hate her....her favourite thing is always lie people...she is no 1....although we know that she is deceiting us..but we just ignore...because....sigh....this year is SPM...is it can i get a good result with flying colour????so scare and nervous....next week is our UK 2.....why school always got exam...haiz...headache...feel so stress.....i hope that school can let us relax....
this afternoon....i think about EDDIE...so miss him...he is my best pal....he came from Korea...haiz...so long we din't send message with each other...last week he got found me..but i just ignore him...because i scare his girlfriend...how we will knew each other....always in my memories...i will not forgot him forever...he cool...he know how to speak mandarin...nice guy...haha..sometime when i was thinking about him....my heart will fell pain...and hard to breath...if i know earlier..i will gave him answer before he left....sigh...but now is good for me...haha....now i have to worry is my future..SPM....gogogo...haha^^

昨天晚上。。。收到了一封简信。。。。这简信的内容是。。。。

1.如果有一天，你走进我的心里，你一定会哭，因为里面装满你的点滴。
如果有一天我走进你的心里，我也一定会哭，因为里面找不到我的身影。
2.你忙，忘了我需要人陪，
你忙，忘了我会寂寞，
你忙，忘了我在等你的电话，
你忙，忘了你对我的承诺。
想告诉你*爱情*不是等你有空才来珍惜的。。。
3.如果时间能倒转，我希望转到我们认识前，
这样我就可以选者不要与你相遇。
也就可以制止这一切发生。。。而我。。也不会那么难过了。。。
4.是否我沉默了你才听得见我的心声，是否我停止了你才能看见我的眼泪。。。
是否我心悴了你才能摸到我的心痛。。。是否我消失了你才能听见我的存在。
5.我无法确定你心中的那个位置
即使我并命的去努力
学会了付出，珍惜，拥有，
却依然无法取代。。。
是不是真的结束了，你才能感觉到我的努力。。。
6.叶枝的离开，是因为风的追求，还是树的遗弃，
叶枝走不进树的世界，
叶枝得不到树的永远，
叶枝心悴不止千篇，
树没感觉，这份爱怎么给？？？
7.想念一个人需要从冲动的感觉，思念一个人需要深刻的珞印。。。
接近一个人需要满怀的诚意。。。
爱上一个人需要十足的勇气。。。
放弃一个人谈何容易。。。
8.人世界最上乘的课程是恋爱，恋爱中最难解的问题是分手，分手后最难熬的过程是回忆。。。
回忆里最痛苦的感受是我依然爱你。。。
9. 爱情再怎么坚苦。。。总是无法承受忙路的XX
你忙得天皇地乱
你忙得忘记关心
你忙得 身心脾背
你忙得无所是从
.....
我只想 说: *爱情不是等你有空才来珍惜的 *
....
in this message i wanna to tell this guy...what ever you sent this message for me...
i will ignore this message....
because...the most want is i was the person who manna scold you....

MY LIFE

Yesterday night when i was sleeping....suddenly woke up and vomit....felt like so disgusting...haha
anyway...i was sent to the hospital because after i have vomit i was fainted...haiz...what the hell is that...this morning i have just came back from hospital....the finny thing is after wake up i ask my friend who accompany the whole night where am i...haha..he just told me at * bilik manyat *..what la he...than i keep asking him what doctor said about me...he told that doctor said me got baby....what the hell is that...i never do that before..how come i got baby...he said jokking with you cannot o..scare me nia....so today i skip school....around 11 morning....i have a call form wei ling..she ask me bring the moral folio and nabilah book for her..when i was infront my school....she was dissapeared...and i was just like a stupid standing around there and waiting her...after 10 minutes..i just passed the book for my school guard and asking for her help for passing my book to my classmate...on the afternoon...i called eunice...i asking her why just now the wei ling din't come down...she said got...omg....actually she was coming down with pei chen...and the pc wanna go visit her friend...and me this stupid guy was just waiting at there..haiyo...fool day...^^

my mum...muacks... My dad was a very great man...since i was young,he very hardworking to work and gave us a good life...when i was young...my family was very poor...everyday also don't have rice to eat...that time my dad can't work because he had infected a very terrible sickly...he can't moved,eating...or do anything...just cn lied on bad like a corpse...its true...so luck was my neighbour they were very friendly and kindly...they always gave us money to buy medecine for my dad,and always cooked for us...we felt very thankful for them... Although my dad was very pain for his sickly..but he very resolute for his sickly...he never give up...everyday my mum had to work...so my dad had to look after me...i knew that my dad was very sad about his sick..but what can i do that time...i had just 1 yrs old like that...sometime my dad will like crazy man always shout...that is because he very unhappy about hi sick...he can't do anything,he can just looked at mum everyday work earlier in the morning and come back so late and have to take care me whole night... But my mum also never give up my dad...although the life was so difficult..but she also bold until now...after ten yrs...my dad have just better...he can anything he wanna do...that time our life had just turned from serious to bliss life...that time my dad started working,amd my mum stayed at house and looking after me....my parent was so great...i wanna learned from them.. I LOVE YOU ALL MY MUM AND DAD....MY WHOLE FAMILY...FATHER AND MOTHER I LOVE YOU....both of always giving the bliss life to me and my brother....thanks to you...and thanks to the god for help my dad and my mum....praise the mother...

好好往生吧。。。

在此让我们祝福他们吧。。。
Goh Yi Zhang...we will miss you...好好往生。。。。。。啊弥陀佛。。。
Brendon Yeoh...rest in piece...我们真心的祝福你早日得到安息。。。







Jason Ch'ng...好好走吧。。。一心想着啊弥陀佛的引接。。。好好往生吧。。。

看。。。这么快就蒙咯。。。








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