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Monday, July 26, 2010

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有一種愛,掛著淚珠,但很淒美,它叫做放棄!


放棄真的是另一種愛?


放棄真的是另一種幸福?


確切的說,放棄是另一種方式的擁有!


自己狼狽地退出,這不是偉大,而是因為在放與不放之間我
明白了。


感情是不能勉強的,也勉強不來,就算我死死地抓住,抓住的是什麼?


是傷痕,是痛苦!


把手握緊,裡面什麼也沒有,把手鬆開,我擁有的是一切。


最痛苦的,莫過於是徘徊在放與不放之間的那一段。


真正下決心放棄了,反而,會有一種釋然的感覺。


從此,痛和愛都深深埋進心裡。


人生就是這樣,難免有痛,難免有傷。


無論我是否曾經抓住抑或遠去,那些東西都不可能離我而去


雖然有些事不能回首,有些回憶不能梳理,有些人只能永遠埋藏。


愛上一個人是一件很麻煩的事,特別是你不知不覺中會為他放棄了很多事,為他做了很多事。


而他卻死終堅持某種東西,不肯放棄時,那你是走進一個地獄,很苦很苦。


特別是到最後他卻說,錯的是你,這一切是你自找的。


一個人一生可以愛上很多人的。


而等你獲得真正屬於你的幸福之後,你就會明白以前的放棄其實是一種財富,放棄讓你學會更好地去把握和珍惜。


不是因為你得到了想得到的,而是因為你是在為自己而活,所以你要學會放棄。


放棄是一門藝術,它不是叫你盲目的逃避,而是要你明白痛苦的維繫還不如放棄!


學會放棄,在落淚以前轉身離去,留下簡單的背影。


將昨天埋在心底,留下最美好的回憶。


學會放棄,讓彼此都能有個更輕鬆的開始,遍體鱗傷的愛並不一定就刻骨銘心!


愛一個人,就要讓他快樂,讓他幸福,使那份感情更誠摯。


如果你做不到,還是放手吧!


放棄何嘗不是另一種美麗!


一抹朝陽雲散盡撫琴訴情悠揚徹雲霄此番心思堪誰知縱是無情亦有情許多的事情,總是在經歷過以後才會懂得。


比如感情,痛過了,才會懂得如何保護自己。


傻過了,才會懂得適時的堅持與放棄,在得到與失去中我們慢慢地認識自己。


其實,生活並不需要這麼些無謂的執著,沒有什麼就真的不能割捨。


學會放棄,生活會更容易。

學會放棄,在落淚以前轉身離去,留下簡單的背影。


學會放棄,將昨天埋在心底,留下最美好的回憶。

學會放棄,讓彼此都能有個更輕鬆的開始,遍體鱗傷的愛並不一定就刻骨銘心。


這一程情深緣淺,走到今天,已經不容易,輕輕地抽出手,說聲再見,真的很感謝,這一路上有你。


曾說過愛你的,今天,仍是愛你。


只是,愛你,卻不能與你在一起。

《爱情逃兵》

Friday, July 23, 2010

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Just wake up....feel so tired too,so take a bath...still got a little bit tired too....haha...don't know why today feel like so tired....haiz...today i was so mad during at school time....today this morning i woke up at 5...the purpose is wanna make breakfast for my friend...at school..i have passed the breakfast at my first period at school....before go back is around 1 something...she not yet return my small box that i have putted the bread inside on it....so i went to her class and looking for my box...that time was nearier about 1 something...i ask where is my tupporwear...she went behind the table and return it for me..in my mind..i think that....she will no give back me my box and just leave at school without taking from me...that time i was angry..but i still smile with her...ut that is over..i'm not gonna to think about that...
Next week is my UK2 exam...i not yet start my revision...next month is my final dancing competition....but i not yet get ready..how????but give me sure dancing is important for me...but exam also very important...sigh....and one more things had happened around me during studying time...got a teacher always keep asking me whether i wanna go to tuition for a day 40 ringgit....i say i don't want..she asked why.than i told her that nowadays my dad have no job....we are his daughter....how come we can so rude for asking 40 ringgit to tuition only a day!!!!!! I can' do it...than teacher said what...she said 40 ringgit only your dad cannot give you??!!!imposible....i was starting cry..this teacher never think of me..she had just think of herself....ya...my father will give me for 40 ringgit for this tuition...but we like a daughter, father got economy problem now...we still don't understand his feeling and wanna take this 40 ringgit for us and without thinking our father...sucker!!!i really so sad...but the friend who always stand beside me is just only my two friends...thanks to you this two friends....
Let's talk about happy things...today Eddie call me again...i so happy...he said that he wanna go back already...i asked so fast...he say yap..but he will come after a few months...haha...tonight i'm gonna to hang out with all the members ling shen gong...don't no going where..just follow...hope that it will not going to boring me...wakaka...^^

Thursday, July 22, 2010

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I WILL USE MY LAST BREATH TO SAY I LOVE YOU.....this sentences i was hear by my god sister...she is a nice girl and prettier also smart....after i hear she say this to her lover..i notice that is it i will same like her to treat my lover for to rest of my life????? May be i will....haha...but sometime i feel that....don't know how to explain.... i also don't know whether i can get a nice guy for the rest of my life or not...look at destiny...in out life sure we will always have to face a lot of thing or problem around us...but almost people can't face it...don't have courage....or what...blur...
sometime i will think that what is the taunts that i have to face???? Is it i will face it with successful???don't know...but got one person have told me before....SUCCESS IS A JOURNEY NOT A DESTINATION...haiz....after i hear this...i just standing there without do anything..i just smile...keke...i have a classmate..who are no sincerd everytime...i hate her....her favourite thing is always lie people...she is no 1....although we know that she is deceiting us..but we just ignore...because....sigh....this year is SPM...is it can i get a good result with flying colour????so scare and nervous....next week is our UK 2.....why school always got exam...haiz...headache...feel so stress.....i hope that school can let us relax....
this afternoon....i think about EDDIE...so miss him...he is my best pal....he came from Korea...haiz...so long we din't send message with each other...last week he got found me..but i just ignore him...because i scare his girlfriend...how we will knew each other....always in my memories...i will not forgot him forever...he cool...he know how to speak mandarin...nice guy...haha..sometime when i was thinking about him....my heart will fell pain...and hard to breath...if i know earlier..i will gave him answer before he left....sigh...but now is good for me...haha....now i have to worry is my future..SPM....gogogo...haha^^
昨天晚上。。。收到了一封简信。。。。这简信的内容是。。。。
1.如果有一天,你走进我的心里,你一定会哭,因为里面装满你的点滴。
如果有一天我走进你的心里,我也一定会哭,因为里面找不到我的身影。
2.你忙,忘了我需要人陪,
你忙,忘了我会寂寞,
你忙,忘了我在等你的电话,
你忙,忘了你对我的承诺。
想告诉你*爱情*不是等你有空才来珍惜的。。。
3.如果时间能倒转,我希望转到我们认识前,
这样我就可以选者不要与你相遇。
也就可以制止这一切发生。。。而我。。也不会那么难过了。。。
4.是否我沉默了你才听得见我的心声,是否我停止了你才能看见我的眼泪。。。
是否我心悴了你才能摸到我的心痛。。。是否我消失了你才能听见我的存在。
5.我无法确定你心中的那个位置
即使我并命的去努力
学会了付出,珍惜,拥有,
却依然无法取代。。。
是不是真的结束了,你才能感觉到我的努力。。。
6.叶枝的离开,是因为风的追求,还是树的遗弃,
叶枝走不进树的世界,
叶枝得不到树的永远,
叶枝心悴不止千篇,
树没感觉,这份爱怎么给???
7.想念一个人需要从冲动的感觉,思念一个人需要深刻的珞印。。。
接近一个人需要满怀的诚意。。。
爱上一个人需要十足的勇气。。。
放弃一个人谈何容易。。。
8.人世界最上乘的课程是恋爱,恋爱中最难解的问题是分手,分手后最难熬的过程是回忆。。。
回忆里最痛苦的感受是我依然爱你。。。
9. 爱情再怎么坚苦。。。总是无法承受忙路的XX
你忙得天皇地乱
你忙得忘记关心
你忙得 身心脾背
你忙得无所是从
.....
我只想 说: *爱情不是等你有空才来珍惜的 *
....
in this message i wanna to tell this guy...what ever you sent this message for me...
i will ignore this message....
because...the most want is i was the person who manna scold you....

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

MY LIFE

Yesterday night when i was sleeping....suddenly woke up and vomit....felt like so disgusting...haha
anyway...i was sent to the hospital because after i have vomit i was fainted...haiz...what the hell is that...this morning i have just came back from hospital....the finny thing is after wake up i ask my friend who accompany the whole night where am i...haha..he just told me at * bilik manyat *..what la he...than i keep asking him what doctor said about me...he told that doctor said me got baby....what the hell is that...i never do that before..how come i got baby...he said jokking with you cannot o..scare me nia....so today i skip school....around 11 morning....i have a call form wei ling..she ask me bring the moral folio and nabilah book for her..when i was infront my school....she was dissapeared...and i was just like a stupid standing around there and waiting her...after 10 minutes..i just passed the book for my school guard and asking for her help for passing my book to my classmate...on the afternoon...i called eunice...i asking her why just now the wei ling din't come down...she said got...omg....actually she was coming down with pei chen...and the pc wanna go visit her friend...and me this stupid guy was just waiting at there..haiyo...fool day...^^